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Blaqk Audio on Live105.com , New Year's eve, part 2

phoenix82 — 2008-02-03T05:24:51Z

Jen rules.

Blaqk Audio on Live105.com, New Year's eve, part 1

phoenix82 — 2008-02-03T05:23:00Z

Big thanks to Jen for finding at least the URL! You go girl!

Siam Shade: 'Passion'

phoenix82 — 2008-01-27T12:19:29Z

By me.

'Oh boy do I really need to enter this insane grown-up world' a.k.a. Anne updates!

phoenix82 — 2008-01-27T11:40:00Z

I'm so EFFIN tired, physically and mentally, I always knew I was going to have a hard carreer when I chose to study Engineering but I swear I didn't know it was THIS hard until now LOL

The work itself is pretty nice and the office is near my house, like 30 mins. But the responsabilty is quite huge and there are the constant trips to anywhere in Brazil and South America and hopefully to the whole world hahaha
I never sleep well when I'm not at home, so I've been barely sleeping this month. I was informed that now things will get a little easier, at least until March, when new trips await me.

While I'm in the hotel rooms, I watch DVDs in my portable DVD player that is my true and loyal friend hehe. Which DVDs are in my luggages, you may wonder. I answer you promptly: AFI's 'I heard a Voice', Siam Shade's V8 and V9 and Naruto's 1st, 2nd and 3rd seasons. I'm always taking some vegan/vegetarian cookies and other meals so I can survive away from my own kitchen.

My love life is doing pretty fine, it seems the distance makes guys more in love? I suppose LOL As for myself, I really can't say if it works the same way. Honestly I don't even have time to think about me being in love or not.

Concerning my other plans and dreams: I'll be travelling to Japan SOON. If not this year, in 2009 for sure. That's one of my main goals in my whole life.
And some other good news are: Jade has answered to one of my brazilian mates that Brazil is one of the countries that they will tour!! OMG.
I really need to work my ass off and save money to all that. Japan's trip, AFI's brazilian tour...And Siam Shade's new CD and DVD.

However, at the same time, I miss my old college days when I was planning to live what I'm living now, except I didn't think I would be missing exaclty the time I was wasting thinking of my future...that's not my future anymore. Wanna a piece of advice? Don't even waste a second thinking about your 'future'. It doesn't exist. Things will always be different.

So, my good and dear Buzznet friends: I've truly missed you all.

And please , don't forget me!

Love y'all!!

<333333333

To a special friend

phoenix82 — 2008-01-12T10:43:00Z

I just felt that I should teletransport me and hug Helen right now, but if I had this power( or jutsu haha) many other people all over the world would be hugged like ALL the time LOL.

In this particular time I wish I could hug Helen with all my love and say 'thank you for everything'. I can't, and writing this journal is the only thing that's left for me to do. Helen dearest, you brought a big smile to my face, not only today( and you know why haha) but from the very first day I read your journal and I really saw we can diverge sometimes and still be great friends. It made me so happy to become your friend on that day. I could really see you were special and within some months you became one of my best friends also in my real life. It doesn't really matter how far we're from each other although I wish we weren't. We share secrets that we wouldn't share with many people we get to meet and see everyday. We share the same passion towards the same subjetcs and that's what a real friendship is based on.

Once I also don't have ability with words, I decided I should write down a Siam Shade song that would express my feelings for you and how important your friendship is to me. It is translated direclty from Japanese:

My close friend, you don't cry, if you're freezing on a night when we can't meet, gently close your eyes...
Notice just a little the miracle that we can live on the same era, the same time(moment)
I say it's all right

My soul started to become impatient by the speed the seasons change
Without sleeping, I'm searching for the melody to tell you with

As many times as this nervous rose travels around, it seems about to scatter
The broken, vanishing feelings are connected with many letter's love

Until everything crumbles down, I'll answer to your voice
No matter how strong head wind blows, you... 
I'll never let go of your hand

That's why you don't cry, if you're freezing on a night when we can't meet, gently close your eyes...
Notice just a little the miracle that we can live on the same era, the same time(moment)

Until everything crumbles down, until that, I'll be by your side
So on the times when you completely seem to drown in loneliness...
...you're not alone, my close friend
I won't let you go... I want to protect you... Forever

Here's the video I made with this song:

Blaqk Audio@Body English, Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:49:00Z

Credits to: Gene Foreman You'll find some other great Blaqk Audio videos on his Youtube page.

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:44Z

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:43Z

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:42Z

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:41Z

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:40Z

Blaqk Audio@Las Vegas, 12/29/07

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:42:39Z

Blaqk Audio @ Mezzanine, SF

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:21:09Z

New Year's Eve, 12/31/2007. Credits to:Adore58 on Youtube.

Blaqk Audio @ Mezzanine, SF

phoenix82 — 2008-01-01T17:19:04Z

New Year's Eve, 12/31/07 Credits to: Adore58 on YouTube.

J-Rock/second part: because Siam Shade(still) rules.

phoenix82 — 2007-12-17T03:29:00Z

Disclaimer:
I told you guys I was going to write another journal about it.
Here it is.

First of all, I'd like to inform you that I always loved animes but honestly , since I got into college, I didn't have much time to watch full seasons. The last time I watched an anime completely, it was with Rurouni Kenshin( it's called 'Samurai X' in Brazil). It was back in 2001. And it was the time I also heard about Siam Shade, with their historical theme '1/3 Junjou na Kanjou'. But I didn't have internet back then and I didn't know more about the band other than that specifically great song. Last year, internet came to my house( finally) and you guys know that since then, I came to Buzznet to share my A.F.I. findings with other fans, as well as meet some GREAT fans out there that also has the generosity in their veins. LOL
So...this prelude will only mean that I decided to write about some other things apart from A.F.I. because I felt like doing. Simple.

Let me talk about Siam Shade: unfortunally they disbanded in 2002. Reasons are that they've agreed once they played at the Budokan, they wouldn't have anything else to achieve. So they played at the Budokan twice and the band is gone. Honestly, I understand what they meant. It's much better to stop when you're on top. ( sorry for the poor rhyme, totally unintended) . Now they can make reunion shows( like the one they did last November 18th, in honour of their deceased producer)and they will still rule and full Budokan. Like one of my friends have stated, the band has gone and the legend has begun. Because they knew the right time to stop. If there's no more passion, why still do it?

The band members are still friends to each other, there was no fight, and they're having their personal projects. And like I said, they can still revive Siam Shade for 1 night.
They're really loved in Brazil btw. Many people traveled to Japan only for this one night concert in November. I couldn't for many reasons, specially money reasons LOL. If I had money, to begin with, I wouldn't even be studying hahahaha.

So yeah: Siam Shade will be forever worshiped and loved. And we can always say that they gave their best from the very beggining in 1993 until their glorious end in 2002. They've always produced the best albuns and the best songs. When the passion is over, there's no reason in going on anymore.
My journals in Buzznet are barely read by my brazilian mates, but anyway, if any of you read this one, please do contact me so we can talk more about Siam Shade and even exchange materials of the band.
You can e-mail me here:

afi_brasil@yahoo.com

Here I'll leave with some of their best songs that are posted on YouTube:

10 People I would Kiss right now....HELL YEAH!

phoenix82 — 2007-12-15T03:39:00Z

I've been tagged by my dear and precious and ORIGINAL SANY83. Love her.
I'll put the ones I'm tagging right at the end of the journal.
Here's my list: Oh and btw, I'd french kiss and not only kiss. That's why my list won't have 10 or my tongue would get severely damaged.

And I won't put them in any order. Just go kissing and kissing.

JARED PADALECKI. Like right now?

ORLANDO BLOOM. Like, yesterday??

HIDEKI( ex-SIAM SHADE). I'd be like: Dude, I'm almost a fluent Japanese speaker, can you teach me more of your TONGUE?? *puppy eyes*. Setsunasa Yori Mo Tooku E. Hehehe.

And this one random dude. I occasionally have met him like randomly buying some make-up and stuff. He's random but Id kiss him. Just cause of the lipstick ya know.

I'm tagging: see below.

AFI live at Rockin Rex - Brownie Bottom Sundae

phoenix82 — 2007-12-14T08:55:35Z

EFFIN AWESOME. A real gem. No more words. Credits: http://www.the-rockin-rex.com/

Blaqk Audio: RecCenter interview( full )

phoenix82 — 2007-11-26T03:30:58Z

www.blaqkaudio-br.blogspot.com

davey havok tokyo hardcore 3

phoenix82 — 2007-11-22T04:26:00Z

Scan gently provided by As you wish on the OMB.

davey havok tokyo hardcore 2

phoenix82 — 2007-11-22T04:26:00Z

Scan gently provided by As you wish on the OMB.